Aug 30, 2010
I remember the last time i went with her for one of her chemo treatments we were talking and she smiled and kept thanking me for taking her to her appointment. I always told her no thanks needed, I wanted to be with her.
Right now i really need her. I wish she was here.
Aug 28, 2010
All of the greater Los Angeles Team in Training Teams met on the Westside at Dockwilder Beach for a huge team run. We are still at the beginning of our Winter training season so our milage was set at 6 miles. I know for quite a few 6 miles is still quite a challenge, but when you are amongst friends and just chatting away before you know it those 6 miles just fly by. Today was one of those days. It felt really good to do those 6 miles today.....today was an amazing day.
Aug 27, 2010
It happens. I get super stressed out and I forget things. Yesterday I forgot all about a family dinner :(
I am working on a project for the UCLA Alumni Association and it's put me in high stress alert. There is just a lot I need to do and little time to do it in. I woke up this morning and decided I need to work from home. I needed the quiet. I've got a lot done and need a lot more to do, but at least it's been quiet. :) Not that my co-workers are loud, but at least at home I can work without being distributed.
It's not fun working from home. In fact it sucks, but I have gotten a lot done and that is a big plus. Looking forward to a quiet weekend so that I can unwind.
Aug 25, 2010
It's one of the side affects of taking the diabetes medicine. :( It's not a good feeling and I hate to admit it but I got really scared. Usually I can talk myself into being calm, but yesterday no.
Aug 23, 2010
Reading the newsletter and realizing I have 69 more days until the marathon. WOW. Anxiety is hitting and WHY? Well because I missed a 14 mile training run this weekend. I only completed 5 miles and I told myself no slacking. I've been doing OK, but need to do better. I need to get my coach to kick my butt in gear. Mark are you reading this? You aren't doing your job and I may need to fire you.
Aug 20, 2010
My doctor, being as sweet as she is, looking at my blood test results said.." Uumm... , this doesn't look good. You do have diabetes."
Doc.: I am going to give you a prescription to help control your blood sugar.
Me: OK. (Thinking...yeah explains why I am always so tired.)
Doc.: Now, this still doesn't look good. You need to get an ultra sound of your liver done. Something is going on with your liver.
Umm.... OK is this what happens to you when you turn 40. All of a sudden you break down? I hope the pills will help, because I am tired of always being tired. I don't know what to think of the liver thing. Can I get a new one? Well if something is wrong with the one I have, I want a new one. Just saying. Where is the list, put me down for one OK. Thanks.
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Aug 3, 2010
My sister was behind him and laughed. She said it's mine. WWWHHAATT and the tears came rolling in. I've been hoping and wishing for a new addition to the family. I am so very happy for her. I hope the baby comes out to be a bad ass- just like her. March is just so far away!
I'm at the park at 7:00 am ready to go to boot camp.
I'm serious, I need to get ready for the marathon! 26.2 miles around Washington D.C. what a better way to enjoy the sites right. 91 days and counting.